
i felt like i was so blessed to have had this oppurtunity. however, i also felt so down when i learned that my crush was sooooo stupid for falling in love with a famous whore! gosh, that girl slept with a lot of our boss. it is so evident as well that the girl doesn't love him... he just happened to be on her side now that a lot knows of what she really is. gosh, i felt so yucky... i don't even want to be physically touched by him now (afraid i might get some disease or something). hay, sorry for being judgmental, but i can't help myself. i have looked up on him and thought of him to be highly intellectual and smart. yet suddenly my perception of him changed. i was really devastated by the news.
indeed, the saying is right... if you're lucky with career, your lovelife is at risk. well, you can't everything that you want... you've to choose one. and you have to decide wisely. 