i felt asleep irritated. i woke up still irritated with petty things that i don't usually mind on a normal day. well, not until last night. probably i don't really like the idea ever since and i just mummed about it in order not to cause any misunderstanding. sometimes i wish people would be sensitive enough. just because i have been quiet and complacent doesn't mean i'm good and i've changed the way others wanted me to be. yes, i have changed and i have become patient. i've had been struggling for that, and i wish they'll exert effort as well for me not to reach my saturation point and become the real me again who's a bitch and insensitive.